卸了妝 卸不掉對你的思念

調了又調的泡澡水... 怎麼也複製不出你散發的男人味

Indian Summer走了......   

我照例換上了冬被

試圖在被裡找尋你殘留的溫柔

明明就還很熱

心......卻冷得發僵

 

Gosh...... I'm so pathetic......

((( ((( 狂扁自己中 ))) )))

((( ((( #$%*(@#$&* ))) )))

((( ((( Wake up! u stupid woman!!! ))) )))



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那天...亂轉台時不小心晃到跑馬燈跑著學弟的名字

I shouldn't have......

But I Yahoo his name......

Darn it!

跑出三頁多的資料來

光看那三頁多的大綱就快昏了



最後...連一頁都沒勇氣點下去

接著幾天...



我的惡夢期又開始了......

  

 我怎這麼沒用?!

若只是學弟的名字都可以trigger the nightmares

那要是輸入你的名呢?

會當下在電腦前瘋掉嗎?!



I'm tired of this~~~

Tired of all the nightmares about you...

That's it!  I've had it~~~!

我決定列出所有可能trigger heartache的人事物

貼在牆上每天看它個十遍~~~

我就不信~~~~~~(((翻桌)))



我就不信我走不出你離開的傷痛~~~

It's all in my mind only!!!

All I have to do is conquer my inner fear, isn't it?!

Isn't it?!

Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

((( ((( Continuing beating myself up ))) )))